The first film I watched as a child was ET. I can vividly remember as an eight year old crying at the end of the movie. I couldn’t believe a film could take over my emotions so powerfully. What happened to ET mum? It’s just a movie dear. Steven Spielberg had a lot to answer for! ET started my big fat dream of becoming a filmmaker. I wanted to be Steven. Well if I’m honest I didn’t know who Steven was but I knew I wanted to meet ET. Dreams are fun, reality is harder. Three decades on I finally shot my first short drama film ‘Liv’. After years of writing comedies I felt it was time to be taken seriously. I’d proven I could make people laugh – easy. What would be really interesting would be to make people cry…you guessed it – just like Steven. People choose to cry right?
So what would I write that would involve people’s emotions? We all remember what it’s like to be an awkward teenager, yes? So I set about writing a film about a teenage punk that is cyber bullied. Cyber bulling in the digital world made me angry, which gave me the fuel to get the engine of my story going. The script’s written now we need to shoot the film. How hard could it be? After all I’d put on a play in the West End. As it turns out – after four funding rounds over two years – VERY hard.
Here starts the upward climb. As determined filmmakers Tracey Savage my producer and I turned to crowd funding – which I might add two years ago wasn’t sexy and wasn’t happening much in Australia. We reached out to our networks via Facebook and Linked In for help. Tracey found Philip Hancock who could build us a website for LIV. This would be our main portal to raise the money. I had a serendipity moment over dinner with my friend Vanessa Liell in the same week. It only turns out that her agency n2n was head PR agency for Facebook in Australia! What a coup! At the time Facebook was getting a lot of bad press on bullying so they were determined to get some good PR for Facebook. What better way than to help filmmakers spread the word on their film about cyber bullying via the Facebook Blog. So there started a beautiful relationship that ended up with us getting 4245 likes. We raised $80,000 in-kind from friends, family and local businesses and enough cash to feed our cast and crew.
In January 2011 we took the RED camera out of the box and shot our first scene, almost two years after first conceiving the idea. I hope my first feature doesn’t take 27 years! There is no doubt in my mind without crowd sourcing we wouldn’t have a film with high production values that is now doing the International Film circuits.
Oh and the tissues have been used more than once!
The harder the climb the better the view
©Pauline Findlay 2011. This is an image from LIV.







